I'm sure I'm not the only one who reaches these points where a certain level of self-loathing seems to overtake me. And I pull back from my regular porn visits. I stop shaving and even consider going back to boy underwear. But the boy underwear just fits wrong. And I let my guard down and suddenly I'm online again . . . looking and thinking. The blogs. The sissy blogs and the black cock blogs start to pull me back down like a sensual kiss. Soon I'm saving pics like crazy again. The captions and the cocksucking pics. I seem especially susceptible to the images and captions focussing on superior black cock. How could I not be drawn to those huge, commanding cocks?
What's the matter with me. I thought I was a normal guy, but sometimes . . .